

FragileSometimes I sit here and feel so alone My bed has gone cold since you've been gone I can't remember the last time I saw your smile I remember it still cleary, even though its been awhile My head is always spinning The thoughts of you are swimming through my sanity and what is left of me I search through my soul for a guiding light through the ruins of torment, my dreams of you at night Destroyed, broken, hollow the words are all the same when I'm screaming your name... I always loved you and I think I always will But now your words are empty your touch eFragile


Tell meWhat is there to do when there is nothing left to live What am I to do when I've given all I've got to give What is there to say when she calls me everyday How am I to tell her that my pain won't go awayTell me
Why do you even try
your caring is all FAKE You say you want to help but why do I still SHAKE Tell me it is in my head maybe this time I will hear Tell me that its all ok Your not the one in fear Tell me again its all me Say you don't know why Tell me that you want to help Yet sit and watch me cry
They say they are coming and t


Three Year FarewellI always did love you you were my saving grace but now theres only pain when I see your faceThree Year Farewell
I love you more then anything more then you will ever know You say you love me too but it doesn't show
You think I hate your life You think I hate your art You think I hate your friends It seems it never ends
I seem so fucking terrible when looking through you mind But now I have found out that you are truely blind
I would have given you the world but now there is nothing left Just remember I'll always love you


SolitudeSeething hatred all consuming your accusations all assuming you bury yourself in all the lies and I never know whats behind those eyesSolitude
Left in the dark Left feeling broken This crimson mark The words that you've spoken The things you have done (The beast you've awoken) It can't be undone (The beast you've awoken)
Begging screeching screaming pleading you just won't go so now I am leaving
hmm_id

Swallow.I’ve taken your fiction as I slit them into our paper hearts, Shredded now, I wake to unite our ‘ideal’ pieces, To the separate bitter sweet, that it has longed to be, Though I find myself craving the entirety once again.Swallow.
Deprived from the adhesives I’ve failed to become, I neglect the poison you injected my paused veins, No longer transferring my inner strength into releasing honesty, Realizing now you were my blood, my everything.
Reciting the memories of our chemical love, how it locked the light away, You did wrong, remorse was unspoken, and all was ignored, The fun
Day After
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Wasted days are still inside of me
It's time to set them free
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That is happiness; to be dissolved into something completely great.
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- .Show.Me.The.Shadow.Where.True.Meaning.Lies.;So.Much.
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~allie~
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"like a tiny patch of midnight in the mid-day sun"
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